Eclipses, planetary stuff we’ve been hearing about… I am not the expert in this (understatement) but I know how things feel for me personally… am adept at reading the energies, themes, marching orders that present to me personally.
The last 6 weeks for me have been about learning to ‘Be Still and Know that I AM God’… about releasing (goodbye #NewportSeattle…) about waiting, about trusting, about less engineering and action-taking, about clarity of where my own borders and boundaries are. About letting you meet me there, about refining and shining my own beautiful and unique energetic signature and finding moments when I can clear off any of the fog and dross and dirt that stick to it.
Separating, releasing, letting go…
It’s about seeing that nothing is wrong, that everything is right on time, that I am moving through changes as always, and learning to be more fluid with less fight and less questioning…
It’s about refining part of my work (hello Kundalini teacher training beginning in August), it’s about changing other parts of my work… Hearth + Table… new membership also coming in August! It’s about a clarity of my business model and a simplification that feels just right.
It’s about a choice to fall more in love with this town, whether it’s forever-home or not. It’s about letting people ebb and flow around me. About finding peace with my youngest son moving farther away and moving through the intensity of feelings that have come with that. Of finding peace around feelings of loss/deprivation that I am not able to be in the physical daily life with both my sons in the ways that I long to be.
Yin and the River
Separating, releasing, letting go… all huge huge themes in my life, and choosing to let it be… to be still and know, to flow with the Yin and the River… the images that populate my writing and my dreams.
It’s about a new level of detachment that is very new (trust me)… About choosing to let it go in an even deeper more committed and easy way, fluid. About knowing that a big portal has been in front of me and I am just about through after a 3-year approach and steps in. I feel a certain pressure mounting and also a certain release.
Release
Oh the release.. I crave the sensation of release as the past and the ancestral loosen their grip on me..
Antsy, mildly agitated, restless… the temptation of old patterns nipping at my heels (wanting to eat everything in sight trying to self medicate the agitation). Wanting to structure and limit and create in a certain way… that no longer works, refuses to be boxed in that way.
And so into the River I flow… I look up at the sky, I breathe in the smell of the clean clear river, I watch the trees go by, I listen to the birdsong, I let the water carry me… clear me. I trust the destination… I stop fighting.
Gather at the table
If you want company in the river, in the flow, in the fighting in the agitation, in the transformation, in the uncertainty, in the antsy-ness, in the fire, in the transmutation… let’s gather.
Hearth + Table is taking shape… we begin mid-August. Message me to sign up now and with your payment for a year of membership of $470 I’ll gift you a full individual private transformative, impactful session with me pronto.
With all love to you…
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