Sometimes timing is imperfect…and yet we are asked to take a step anyways. Towards that which we know will change us, heal us, expand us…and we pause.. or we run in the other direction. We want to know how it will turn out. If we are safe. If it’s the ‘right’ thing…even though all signs have pointed to this forever and a day. Even though we’ve prayed for this.
We think we’re not good enough, we think we’re not ready, we think we have to do more and be more and earn more… We’re so scared and yet we’re looking at everything we ever wanted. It’s right there.. but we question the timing because we question ourselves. Have you ever been there? I bet you have. I have. And yet from the outside, seeing it.. it looks perfect. It’s easy to see that if somebody would just say yes, take a step towards what it is that they have longed for, a depth of healing and transformation would occur as never before. It all works on faith doesn’t it?
We think we have to do it all ourselves. That we’re not ready to be seen until it’s all in place. That we have to have it all in place before we let anyone in.. and yet that is deadly dangerous thinking. We are here to cocreate now.. we all have something to add to the mix. We are here to build it together.
We step out to the very very edge.. and you and i both know (I hope you know) that when we leap, the net appears. We don’t leap just for any old thing.. we know in our hearts when it’s just about fear, just about control, just about feeling not quite good enough, Just about wanting to be a little more bright and shiny before we leap.
But that’s not how it works. Not ever. It’s about the leap, it’s about the faith. And nobody can push you off the cliff, the net appears when you trust what you know and say yes to everything youv’e asked for.
Our hearts know the truth, know this path, our heads pretty much never. If you’re in fear and doubt, if you’re choking on the experiences and losses of the past.. you’re in your head.. your Pain Body is yap yap yapping at you about all the times you were wrong, all the mistakes you made, all the reasons why you should not trust this moment that is calling you into faith and trust an beauty.
And sometimes it’s about taking the hand of another, letting yourself receive, to stop trying to control it all, to let yourself be led…maybe. Maybe.
I may not know much about most things, and it’s true that I don’t.. but I know this for sure. There is a wisdom of the heart and a kind of guidance that allows us to soften and receive, to finally say ‘yes’ .. and when we do, I believe the Angels sing.
Ready to take the leap but feeling scared, unsure, imperfect? That’s pretty much how it always goes.. that mix of fear and doubt that come up when the big things are really beckoning us. Some clarity, some strategy, the comfort of a safe relationship can make all the difference, and get you where you want to go, I promise. Contact me and we’ll talk and see what might help. xo Lisa
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