As I get older, I see that the ‘veils’ are indeed thin… maybe at certain times more than others.. I don’t know, i am not a medium. But… when those who have passed come into my mind or memories or sensing.. I pay attention.
Today.. I was thinking about a form of writing that my longtime teacher (in photo on left) used to have us do during out long weekends in class 6x a year. The Sunday mornings of those retreats were reserved for a sacred holy meditation guided by her, beautiful, mystical.... powerful. When I was a brand new student I was warned to not bother wearing makeup… and it was true.. the meditation and accompanying writing time was a deep purge of memories, trauma, deep pieces that woves themselves through our experiences.
Everyone cried.. a lot. It was draining and cleansing and more.
This morning I got the ‘hit’ that I was meant to do this kind of writing about something I have struggled with… I could practically see and smell my teacher.. could hear her voice.. could feel her fierce. She came with a message as only she could deliver it.
She stayed with me for a few hours in the morning until she was sure I had received it. Which I did. Her words came back to me, in her voice, as if she was standing in front of me. As if I was in her direct gaze and sometimes line of fire-she didn’t fool around.. When she wanted your attention, when she had an insight for you… you’d better be ready. (I always have picked those kinds of teachers… which has for sure freed up much of my own ‘fierce’ and willingness to go there with my clients)…
Anyways.. i am remembering her, I am metabolizing her morning reminder to me… I am thinking of my class over that incredible 4 years, now over 14 years ago… and my wedding that she presided over like the high priestess that she was.
Carrying it all with me… so incredible to have had the gift of those four years, that teacher, those teachings.
Seeing her photo here brings up so much emotion for me… I always cried a lot around her… her gorgeous ceremonies and ability to open other dimensions, the beauty of the sacred, her prayers and her guidance… were such a gift… but not always easy for sure. The good stuff never is.
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All love, xo lisa